Depressed

I have been kinda depressed this week. I'm so tired of people letting me down. I help people when they are down. As long as I am doing for them it seems like that is when they are my friend.

But when i am in need they are know where to be found. They don't answer my calls. They avoid me.

The Lord brought something to my attention that was like a slap in the face.

Look in the mirror. That is how you do me.

That is so true. We are all guilty of it. When things are going good, we worry more about what we want to do or who we want to talk to. Never having time for God. Just idile chit chat instead of deep comunication with him.

But when everything goes wrong we are "Help me Jesus". Praying all of the time. Always talking to him.

Please Lord forgive me for being selfish. Help me Lord to be mindfull of u always.

Sign of the Times

There was a time in my life that it did not matter what was going on in my life, I knew if I could make it to the house of God that everything would be allright.

It did not matter if my car had brakes, or gas I was determined that everything was going to work out if I could just make it.

Where is that faith now? What happened?

When I recieved the Holy Ghost, I was in a good place. I went to a church that was serious about God. A praying church. An anoited place. I was very sheltered from the ways of the world.

As time went on, I went other places and started to see things that disapointed me. Ugly attitudes that where so far removed from Jesus. The ugly side of chritianity.

Now I am very causious. Slow to trust.

I know without a shadow of a doubt that we are living in the last days. People have no love for the things of God anymore.

Please God give me back the joy of my salvation.